Saturday, August 23, 2014

Let the Uncommon Takeover

You can never ever call something "the best" until you've seen it's worst. I never thought my future could have some major downs. But it does. However, I still think it will be the best because it will be whatever I make it to be. There are lots of common things that will definitely be left out of my future, things that would come as top priority to others. Such as friends, love, creating a family, pretty much everything that is the epitome of "happiness" in the eyes of those who depend on everything but themselves for it.
My idea of happiness? It's simple, but yet so complicated to those who follow simple.
The ideal bliss would be everything that is not common:
1) Giving people everything that I have ever owned. Whoever needs it.
2) Make people happier than I have ever been so that I can create happiness because to me, it is not about attaining happiness. It's about creating it, and how much a single soul can create- and how long that created happiness actually lasts. 
3) I need to be alone. Like completely. Not the cat lady stereotype, of course. I'm thinking more like the unattainable, sophisticated, classy, ruthless when it comes to reality and absolutely independent woman. I already have some traits down so it's just certain things I need to obtain. 
4) Mentally, I want to be on top of the world 24/7. (Physically too, actually, because I plan to make the trip up to the summit of Everest before the age of 30.)
These uncommon things that remain in peoples' minds until they start to blame age and start doing the common things is something that I vow to my life, I will not do it. At all. Ever. Life is too empty to be wasting time trying to do common shit that is done on a daily basis. Time for the uncommon to take over.

Monday, August 11, 2014

Surfboard, Sex and Materialistic Minds

Life is unexpecting. I mean, really. One cannot expect to expect and receive identical. There is always a gap between what image was created and what image is truly there. That is the thrill though, isn't it?

Ever since I've moved to Miami, I hardly think about anything but my dreams, my goals, my aspirations. Even when sometimes I feel an emptiness or sorrow feeling, at the end of the day I see a broadway-lit title in my mind which reads "SUCCES." I guess this is just my subconscious reaffirming what I need, to steer away from what I may want. The people I have met are so diverse in every aspect; thinking, dressing, speaking, their ways of living are just all so so different and sometimes I am at a loss for words so I tend to just keep quiet and observe my surroundings- try to take in every sound, every moment, every vibe being emitted and just piece it all together- and be content about it too.

I'm not here to make friends or have fun, that's all a luxury. I do not purposely plan on meeting dudes, giving them my number, talkig to them and having a good time. Nor do I plan stuff like getting drunk or encountering drunk people- it just all happens. 

The title of this blog may have thrown some people off. Surfboards because well, I'm in Miami and Miami beach is a bridge away- so surfing has become a daily routine, sex because well- Miami once again, is known for it's "sexy" inhabitants (although I beg to differ because the cars here, in my opinion, are far sexier than the people) and materialistic minds because I am trapped in a world full of them.

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

Lifestyle Gallery No. 1

The lifestyle one lives is a direct correlation to the amount of effort one puts in to living it.
Happiness is not within the hands of others, nobody can give it to you or take it away- only you have that power. Trust me, it's the greatest superpower we all have.