This is a series I’m going to do, briefly
explaining what goes through my mind after a meditation session. Basically,
this will explain how I think and what makes my mind what it is. (Not
everything, obviously, but a little something to give readers insight and
perhaps, promote/encourage meditation).
It really is crazy, this whole living thing. Sometimes
I do not even feel like I am alive.
To be completely honest, I am entirely ready for
my funeral. Not even one bit worried. It will be the biggest party of whatever
decade it happens to be.
From time to time, there is a sudden realization I
get of the world and all living things on it. It may sound insane or just
insanely brilliant, you be the judge.
This is what I see-
Nothing but bliss.
This is what I feel-
Nothing but bliss.
I feel like there is nothing stopping me from
anything at all. No force could conquer my energy.
Then, on a completely opposite spectrum, I feel
like I am being crushed.
Feeling all of this at once is a bit overwhelming
and overpowering.
But it was absolutely thrilling.
Meditation does a lot of things but the thing it
does for me the most is, it leaves me confused.
Being confused is something I am not really so
familiar with.
However, this confusion was the best unknown
mental occurrence. My mind was erased for moments which felt like lifetimes and
I had to figure everything out, given a limited time…